I thought I’d been to a newest lowest,
Turns out I wasn’t even close yet,
Every corner it can only get worse now,
cause’ I surpassed the best I’ll ever be now,

It’s that rare little shot of inspiration,
only comes to mind while you’re doing nothing,
this writing is my minds stimulation,
and without it I’m a sedated mindless,

One,
I Am,
The,
Useless,
One,
I Am,
The Useless One,

Every word I say falls onto deaf ears,
I fe ... Read More

People are in need of hope.

For the struggles of life are a burden,

Closing in on them like walls.

Seeking relief in a world of grief.

Solace in a cold world of indifference.

Hanging on to a spider's web of hope,

To bear with the reality they inhabit.

Tragic what one goes through on a daily basis,

But they know somewhere in their conscience,

There is something more than this.

Where the grass is greener and the air is cleaner.

Just saw the proof, the vision, that shot you,

warring is a definite fight or die boom,

Weapon stay cock so dealers they know truth,

who shot'em now the birth, the churgh move, 

Thieves in the temple they cooking on pirus,

no love for satan soldiers, in war&n ... Read More

They say "You only live once. Live life to the fullest"

But I wonder. What makes a life full?

Is it monetary gain?

The pigmented green tree barks that we give value to?

Imprints of dead presidents that we collect like stamp collections?

They say the love of money is the root of all evil,

And people would sell out their own to obtain it,

Because money on the mind minimizes thought.

Is it defined by material possessions?

If so, How many t ... Read More

I told em I was having his baby..

He only replied maybe...

Should I be offended he questioned his seed?

Or is it my need?..

For him to accept me through my child and not understand,

I have nothing to hide and it's only a question of if he's a man?

Cus when the truth comes out and he's the father,

Will he bother..

To give an apology and own being a father.

Or will he say the test ain't right, it ain't mine,

Because I'm always a woman ... Read More

at peace, she said … at peace

with a razor blade … comes peace – she said

and when the bastard sons spoke of hoped for dreams and dreamed of hopes

why did the world not listen?

at peace, she said … at peace

she’s standing on a wall

if she looks past

the past

she can see the wonder of it all

blinders and fences

corral in most all of her thoughts

but past the past

is in her eyes

her eyes

so much m ... Read More

the devilish demons you always admired

went to, ran to

cling to … clung to

they so enthralled and amused you

are in the end

what scared you away

cling

clung

refused by you

it is sunday again

lonely and empty and lonely and grey

not one friend

but …

i saw a bird’s nest

so high up in the sky

i was floating on heaven and magic was my guide

i must have been dreaming

this ... Read More

vicious in grin

she loses again

a feast for a king

… for a fool

she thinks if she wins

good fortune begins

and she’s learned … how to make her own rules

‘cept never the ... Read More

she called collect … again

her world had turmoiled

frenzied total spin

through crying

she told me

… everything

romeo weren’t no more no romeo

when you’re broke and the last empty moving van ha ... Read More

The things my eyes have seen,
Are but a memory of a history reaching its conclusion.
As I look into the mirror,
I see a reflection of a broken shell.
Gravity hasn't been good to me.
My face hangs downwards like drapes.
My joints don't move as they did years before.
What I would do to get my youth back..
To be young and reckless.
My clock Tic Toc's warning me that i'm on borrowed time.
Every turn of the hour shortening my time on earth.
My children make plans f ... Read More

I spend my nights sleeping in my closet.

Afraid that my thoughts might betray me.

I’m just a by-product of my environment.

Tic toc do I wanna be saved?

Deep thoughts and nightmares of mutilated bodies.

Stand posed on the threshold between heaven and hell…

You can spell check this as I spit this…

But you might just miss it

I’m a poetic pain junkie.

Best friends with the boogieman,..…

See I Fiend off of de ... Read More

Take the pain away
As our love cascades
Take away the sorrow that washes over my being in waves
No hopes that it may be saved
One chance to escape from this pain you gave..
Pain you so willingly instilled in me...

Nothing more to say
At the end of the day
You were still the wrecking ball which caused our foundation to crumble
The ultimate Daily Double of trouble
And though this isn't a game, you've still left us jeopardized
Too foolish was I to realize
... Read More