Of all the times I felt lost and alone

Never mind the deep conversations over the phone

Anytime I need you, You are always here

Telling me you love me, Showing me you care

Even when the world is pulling towards negative vibes

You're the breath of fresh air keeping me alive

No need for big words to look up the definition

You're natural, So real and it's always your tradition

I love it when you give those butterfly kisses

When your ... Read More

When it comes to the understanding of the love game

It seems that everything always happens the same

Someone telling you how much they cherish and love you

And making promises of all the different things they can do

But it's time to flip the script and do something brand new

Wondering Whatever happened to the good old days

That's where conversation was special in so many ways

Love should never be based off having quick and fun sex ... Read More

Struggling Each and Every Day Trying

To Make It Go Away but Always Crying

Looking for Ways to Stop Dying

Telling the Truth No Room for Lying

Clipped at The Wings But Still Flying

Haiti Suffering Water For Life Keep Buying

No Where To Run or Way To Get Out

Fear of Hurt and Pain Without a Doubt

Makes Me Wanna Scream, Yell, and Shout

Wondering What This Could Be About

Why Couldn't There Be Another R ... Read More

she asked the spell-bound

to speak

they refused her an answer

mute, dumb - cruelly aware of everything that she begs ... that she needs

she begged god

she begged god

she cried ... so much ... so much

she begged god

an answer from above

... no answers did he give

the spell-bound still cruelly silent

quiet her ravaged mind screams

she begged god

she begged god

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epitaph ... on a graph

my life - lined open ... controlled

and on demand

my Joy is brilliant ... though so hard to see

you simply must see - that life is gay and joyous and fun ... for me

seeing through ... so struggle ... so struggle ... so many times

... sad eyes look sad back at you - i struggle

and i am being force-fed old, cold table scraps ... and

epitaph just reads like an old rinsed-out, washed-up, torn, faded, and ... Read More

you say

life is cold

i know

i live down below

... where the air is froze

it's froze ... it's froze

always smells like snow

i know ... i know

i know life is cold

Heaven's so close
when we are near.

It's not just a feeling
it's tangible in air.

All encompasing
heady and reeling.

To make me laugh
when no one else can.

You must be the one
like no other man.

We've only just met
tonight, but what an
overabundace of joy.

I can't wait till next
we meet, maybe I'll
sweep you off your feet.

the birds sing

a different kind of solomon’s song

a song of love … a song of masculine rapture

the song is called ”brad’s dream”

dreams, he had with me

us having breakfast … and out the window

sat the birds so happy

singing and singing

a predilection. i lack direction. my heart ... you know, it keeps me amused.

i saw heaven in my eyes. i did ... i did. i cried so hard.i soaked my bed ... i soaked my life. all over me all inside. i did ... i did. i saw love and peace and harmony. and all white. and pure light. i did ... i did. i saw heaven in my eyes. i swear it exploded ... right big in front. i ... just me. me. my eyes. and it shined. smile. so big, so bright. for my minds enraptured delight. i did ... i did. heaven in my eyes. what. a most glorious. most joyful deli ... Read More

joy comes in so, so slowly

thundering

… here is joy

A long time ago
When it all began
Another creation was born
A creation that was beauty unto life
Pure and simple and true.
Living this miracle of life
The birds will sing
They will even fly
The sun always
Will rise
Some mountains
Will be the hardest to climb
So sing your song today
Sing it while you can
And try to find someone
Who wants to sing along with you
Sing your song
Sing it loud
Sing it clear
For all the world to hear ... Read More

Somethings don't make no sense, in fact they're just absurd
Like consonants without vowels and nouns without verbs
Like touching with no hands, hearing with no ears
Tasting with no mouth, being scared with no fears
It's like smelling with no nose and seeing without eyes
The ocean without water, the sun with no skies
Like crying with no tears and fire with no heat
Screaming without sound and drums with no beat
Ice without cold and steel without metal
Like angels with ... Read More

A is for the animal lust that i had burning inside
B is for your beauty that intoxicates my mind
C represents the countless times I called your name
E is for the excellent way you played your clever game
F is for the fantasies that you once made me believe
G is for the great amount of effort you used just to deceive
H is for my hopes that you smashed down into dust
I is for the ignorance that I had for believing in us
J is for the Joy that preceeded the awesome pain ... Read More

They shine as bright as any star at night.
If one is all you have, Then you are rich.
They keep you from damnation of self.
Where hides the thing we all fear!!
"Loneliness"
Even when it would take our life.
They are there to be of assistance.
They bring salvation from darkness.
Bring not the loneliness from the dark.
   "Shine"!!!!
The shine is a friend,and a friend shines so bright. ... Read More