I spend my nights sleeping in my closet.

Afraid that my thoughts might betray me.

I’m just a by-product of my environment.

Tic toc do I wanna be saved?

Deep thoughts and nightmares of mutilated bodies.

Stand posed on the threshold between heaven and hell…

You can spell check this as I spit this…

But you might just miss it

I’m a poetic pain junkie.

Best friends with the boogieman,..…

See I Fiend off of de ... Read More

She sits understandably incomplete
She smiles but she stands disconnected from reality
finally but not completely accepting that she is a lost soul
She feels like she has lived her whole Life in a fishbowl

no one to console her pain
her thoughts of unworthiness drives her insane
she feels like she’s been judged too closely

She Lives but not

She feels ugly
because no one ever told her she was beautiful
her own mind is judgmentally brutal ... Read More

The Revolution is already televised   

Open your eyes open your ears the ending of days is here. Were in the last days as the bible says. look around hear the sound of destruction and fear, earthquakes hurricanes in diverse places you see the anguish on their faces. Please do not run from the knowledge in front of you. His modern day madness will consume you. People believe the devil is a spirit. The bible speaks of ... Read More

AS I SIT An LOOK IN THE MIRROR, I WONDER WHO AM I??

WHAT WAS I PUT HERE 2 DO?

They always say that we are put on earth 4 a reason

i wonder everyday what the reason is.

instead of giving me an answer you show me terriable things

how do i live in a world where there are drug dealers ,gangbangers an killers

i don't understand...!!! my mirror shows me things

things i hate 2 see. all there is in the world is pain i'd rather die

b4 i liv ... Read More

The outside world will always show you it's pain,
never will it reveal what will remain.


What will remain?

What will be left to gain?

There is only one thing that will always sustain,
LOVE, is the thing that will be left to gain.

It always remains, it always sustains.


LOVE!!!

In the morning dark I can feel and here the repair's of my broken heart
In the morning dark is when the new day start's changing the day into night is what keept us apart
In the morning dark my mind recover's from all the lie's of the day allowing me to see it all GODS way
In the morning dark I receive my watch-word that was designed solely for me to hear...for the roll i must play
was already written, ... Read More

Somewhere in time I am still in my mothers womb,
safe and worm living inside her generator...
has produced another her, only greater.
Not better, but stronger, wiser to the 10th power.
I now know my souls desire and that is to make sure
I use and spread that generators power.
To all mothers past, present, too be and too come,
I want you to use your generator to always bring forth only that which is greater.
So no matter where you are in life, time or space always ... Read More

You can dismantle any bomb by the skin of your teeth

That doesn't mean you're cleared from having disturbed the peace

I can only be what I allow myself tonight

And every time I try again I feel like I'll be doing better every time

I've studied the local faces

Set aside my paces

And breathe Life like I gotta pocket fulla aces

I'm stubborn to the core and wrestle every day with a restless heart

And it kills me, but I can let g ... Read More

I am a six-sided dice of morals

And they throw me into bells

While blistering the walls with coins

Of every wishing well

I miss the nights we'd grab a bite to eat

And drive around in your car

Rocking out to music

Wishing we could play guitar

So pleasantly light-hearted

So hesitantly discarded

You were always beautiful this way

- G | A | R | C | ! | A

This desire to see you physically is all that
I can think of....I know you were just
here not so long ago...but, the memory
you left tattooed in my brain is there
so clear and fresh i guess this is a test
of my flesh 

I can still feel your breath
on my neck, your hands gliding down
my back, and in that position ....u like
from the back

I can still here your voice
say.....i know you love it like this baby.....
and all i can think of is th ... Read More

 I pull a stick of gum, to freshen my breath, cause… you never know who you may meet… in these streets.

 I may drop upon an old friend that I haven’t seen in so, so long or I may spy my new boss and his girlfriend, not his wife and the breath that holds that secret, must be fresh.

I may see my own kin coming to ask me for some c ... Read More

 
I like change/ then a~gin Idon't like change/ I mean i want a love that will be consistent and grows, but never change
I want to learn new things....but, i don't want to forget what i already know
I want to live in a world that changes for the better and not for the worst/ I want to break the chains of this (fake) generational curse
I don't want my children to keep reading from the same book of hurt
I want them to live in a world where men do wear the pants and wome ... Read More

Another day I rise towards the horizon

The light of the world reflects off my iris

Spiritual awakening of the most highest

A truthsayer stands alone in the presence of liars

The gift of ... Read More

It hasn't been that long
since the first day
I met you
And from that moment on
I knew
I would never forget you
You made me feel like
life was real and
not this nightmare
that plays on in my head
You were like a breath
of fresh air and all
I can think of
is how much you told me you care
It's like everything
that I do comes back to you
and all that I want has to do with you
and all that I dream are dreams of you
and all ... Read More