I told em I was having his baby..

He only replied maybe...

Should I be offended he questioned his seed?

Or is it my need?..

For him to accept me through my child and not understand,

I have nothing to hide and it's only a question of if he's a man?

Cus when the truth comes out and he's the father,

Will he bother..

To give an apology and own being a father.

Or will he say the test ain't right, it ain't mine,

Because I'm always a woman ... Read More

I spend my nights sleeping in my closet.

Afraid that my thoughts might betray me.

I’m just a by-product of my environment.

Tic toc do I wanna be saved?

Deep thoughts and nightmares of mutilated bodies.

Stand posed on the threshold between heaven and hell…

You can spell check this as I spit this…

But you might just miss it

I’m a poetic pain junkie.

Best friends with the boogieman,..…

See I Fiend off of de ... Read More

Take the pain away
As our Love cascades
Take away the sorrow that washes over my being in waves
No hopes that it may be saved
One chance to escape from this pain you gave..
Pain you so willingly instilled in me...

Nothing more to say
At the end of the day
You were still the wrecking ball which caused our foundation to crumble
The ultimate Daily Double of trouble
And though this isn't a game, you've still left us jeopardized
Too foolish was I to realize
... Read More

Inspired by Drake's Fear....

They say it's hard to change your stripes
Near impossible if you go from wrong to right
I'm tired of being wrong so this is why I write
But lately my hardships have been clouding up my foresight
And the ink's running red; guess I gripped the pen too tight
I'm on that Kid CuDi tip like Day N' Nite
Cuz I find myself alone on these winter nights
Pacing with my pen and pad underneath the streetlights
Trying to figure out how to bring the ... Read More

Of all the times I felt lost and alone

Never mind the deep conversations over the phone

Anytime I need you, You are always here

Telling me you Love me, Showing me you care

Even when the world is pulling towards negative vibes

You're the breath of fresh air keeping me alive

No need for big words to look up the definition

You're natural, So real and it's always your tradition

I Love it when you give those butterfly kisses

When your ... Read More

She sits understandably incomplete
She smiles but she stands disconnected from reality
finally but not completely accepting that she is a lost soul
She feels like she has lived her whole life in a fishbowl

no one to console her pain
her thoughts of unworthiness drives her insane
she feels like she’s been judged too closely

She Lives but not

She feels ugly
because no one ever told her she was beautiful
her own mind is judgmentally brutal ... Read More

Looking for a soulmate, Inspiration Diva,

Land of the pen writers, Queen I really need ya,

I'm trying to build an empire, pen flow lethal,

Land of the ink spitters, camel walk featured'

Warrinrng for this ink dynasty, got these ink heaters,

Me at the throne, faith and Jesus pieces 

Walking through these landz, man we true believers

Never doubt the veins, the pain,of vision people,

Ink flow reachem, rais'em t ... Read More

What is Love ?
Just a word, and like any other open to interpretation.

However the idea of Love tries to umbrella a complicated ever changing mesh 
of feelings thoughts and gestures.

But Love is just a word constantly redefined by the individual himself.

For some women monogamy is not a factor in their definition of love
just as marriage is not a factor of Love for some men

So seeing how personal the definition of Love is
how slightly twisted every ... Read More

Writing 'Water' does not quench thirst 
Nor does scribbling 'food' calm hunger

equally invisible my poems seem to never reach;

i could mix blend and reinvent all the words the world has known;
and 'incomplete' would still be mine

because words are vague things that can never fill the void left by the absence of your touch.

when his goals turned into silly dreams
he became a silly boy with serious issues
who doesnt hold his tongue and speaks his silly little heart

a boy who writes silly poems for silly girls.


silly pen.
silly page. 

youll only get taken about as seriously as silly gets.

sometimes he keeps the hot water running in his bathroom sink
wanting a steam coated mirror to blur out his imperfections

and sometimes when he hates himself 
he chain-smokes, because cutting hurts and leaves superficial scars
so he attacks his insides because thats where it hurts most


if he ever caught glimpse of what he really looks likes
he'd rock the gates in heaven 
for God himself has never heard a man cry as loud as him.

Mother’s Wonder

Watching the dawning of realization

Drift into bright open eyes

All of that perfect understanding
The truest learning of a lesson

My children are a wonder

Receiving the purity of thought

Imagination within them

Th ... Read More

AGAP'E =LOVE 

YOU SAY YOU Love ME ITS UNREAL TO ME HOW PEOPLE LET THE WORD (AGAP'E)= Love FLOW LIKE WATER FROM THEIR LIPS. BUT DONT LET ANOTHER WOMAN WALK BY AND YOU MISS THE SWAY OF HER HIPS

AGAP'E=LOVE

I MISS THE OLDSCHOOL AGAP'E ... Read More

I know you all support me in times like now,

But i still feel alone

I don't mean to seem selfish, or come across rude

But I need comfort, someone to call my own

I'm broken, when I become too open

I'm broken, when I am lonesome

I'm torn, when I sit here with only my pen

Having nothing to with memories,

Nothing from the past

No longer do I regret

The Love that wouldn't last

Where are you, who i long to love?

You ... Read More