Detox: the process in which i let the memory of you seep from my vanes .....and survive 

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so i was thinking that if i would have been there when God made you,
i would of flooded you with color and dipped you in gold.
you would of been our mastrpiece.
but instead 
he made you the way you are
and I LOVE IT because i would of never thought of t ... Read More

I'm just a little raindrop, in this destructive flood.

Don't just feel the wind, listen to it's gentle whisper♥

Every breath we take, we take together.

Cherishing these moments we want to last forever

I lay on your chest and can hear your heart beat,

and smile thanking God, to know it's beating for me ~♥~

I wish I could wrap my arms around you, and engulf you with love,

kiss you so gently, and whis ... Read More

if i wasnt so honest with my feelings
if i only gave you 3 fifths of the truth
i could make you fall in love with lies
Im only looking for a nice body attatched to a skirt
that was just half the truth
but i dont want to lie to you just lie with you
that was 4-fifths-true
we getting somewhere now? do you believe?
dont believe me because I will spend a minute and a half every now and then
to give you a two-thirds-truth and half of a paragraph talking about how great y ... Read More

Dear HeartBroken 

i bet you didnt know the devil could slow dance ,  keep promises, or kiss so well
i bet you didnt know it was me
who kept you there 
slow dancing in a burning room

Love forever,
Your HeartBreaker

she was the birth of sweet-dreams, angels, queens and prety roses; 

shes gorgeous sprinkled with magic , she glows

must of been brushed by one of the suns eyelashes golden. 

how she  caught my attention if not just for seconds 

her voice is similar to the strings on cupids harp of love 

playing a melody of what passion would sound like.

My dear, my dear

How are you my dear?

I missed you so,

My dear, my dear

Been so far

away too long

But now you're back

Hello, hello

My dear, my dear

I'm so glad you're here!

I've been tired, cold, and helpless

My dear, please rid

My tears, my fears

They've grown on me

While you weren't near

Now that you're here

Let me gently whisper in you're ear,

Loud enough so you can hear, ... Read More

Take a look outside your window,

Watch the beautiful rising sun

Relax and let the wind blow,

For the morning has just begun

Forget the world

and it's temptations

Recognize its beauty,

of our Lord's creations

Let's slow down, not let this pass by

For time as we know it, seems to fly

Forget the pain, let it drown with your sorrows

Live for today, and don't forget about tomorrow

We may regret choices we make,

So give up on your trying,

She's already healed

Give up on your lying,

She's marching and will not yield

Your proud walk and haughty talk

Shows that you don't care

But underneathe,

You hardly breathe,

and regret what has been left there

Try to gain her friendship,

You're never gonna win,

You obviously had end it

Once her heartbreak began

Why fight and cause these tears,

Such a waste for these young innocent years

Love and kindness every so often,

But usually trapped and carefully hidden,

Why continue this rage and furry,

Leave it all behind, whose in a hurry?

The anger flows, and penetrates the walls

Enclosing in, she now feels so small

Take a breath, see what you're missing

Forgive tonight, and end all the fussing

Forgiveness is a very strong gift,

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This path we're on, is an obstacle course,

Twisting and overlapping mine with yours,

It used to be an old country road,

But tangled, then became hard to decode

Don't get me wrong

Although this challenge may be long,

I love you always, like a bird loves it's song

Now you haev left,

Yet the fault is not ours

I'll remember you forever

You hold a peice of my heart♥

Set me free, from this captivity

You're the only one who holds the key

Don't you know how much you mean to me?

Unfortunately not, obviously

I continue to keep my love locked

Because of all the people who now so harshly mock

But you've found the light in my eyes

The hidden joy in my heart

The life in my soul

and the smile beneath my tears,

For the first time, in a long time

I'm begining to face my fears♥

Healing, let me breathe,

Praying, give me time

Can't you see I'm trying?

Thinking, give me space

Wait, wait for my reply

No, no I'm not gonna cry

No, no I'm not gonna break

Please understand

If I could, I would

Just fly..

Here we go again,

Yes, I'm gonna say it

Scream it from the rooftops

Let my feelings and expressions show

Oh, look at my heart hop

Listen to me clearly

Listen to me sincerly

It's not hard to understand

You can read it in my eyes

and the smile on my face

Are you listening?

Here we go again

 (i dont personally like this one, but i was happy to say i was in love haha)

Don’t tell me who I am,
don’t tell me who I’m not,
don’t tell me who I long to be,
I’ll be who I want,

less in your eyes,
a lesson to be learned,
I’m made of myself,
I am what I’ve earned,

my personality is,
my history, the path I’ve walked,
the path I long to step down,
is the person I long to be,

don’t tell me who I am,
don’t tell me who I’m not,
don’t tell me who I long to be,
I’ll be who I want,

long ... Read More